I haven't had much to write about lately. Srry. Not that anyone actually reads this thing, so IDK who I am actually apologizing to.
I've been so sad lately and i just cant shake it. I guess one day it'll all make sense. Then again maybe not. sighs. All I know Is that I hate when i don't see stephen and i am possibly in love ith him, which sucks so much that I don't even know what to do anymore. He's in love with what's her face and here I am, unable to get ovr him. Thank GOD i only have a year to get through til I leave this behind. I think college is just what I need to forget he ever exsisted.